I hate relapses. I don't know whether I want to relapse or not. Does a relapse make me strong, or does fighting it make me strong? Which shows more control? I hate having the choice now.

Hey there :) My name is Grace. I'm 17 years old and recovering from anorexia nervosa. I used to think that no one loved me, that no one cared. But after being in treatment since May 2011, I'm finding out that's not true. I've been in Residential, Inpatient, PHP, IOP, and am currently outpatient. Every day is a battle but a step in the right direction. Hopefully I'm on the road to a healthier, happier me :) Height: 5'2 LW: 78 pounds CW: healthy. who the fuck cares about a number?! Feel free to message me with questions, comments, or advice. I'm always here to talk and I LOVE getting to know you guys(: People loving themselves :)